Life is stress

Well i have been going nuts.  I feel my mom inlaw has to out do me in everything.  I wish we can move out but i dont EVER see that!  The sress thats in the house is so high and the stress im under is making me sick.  I am happy with my kids and hubby but i wont be compltly be happy till i have a home ofy own.  Its all dreams far away dreams.  I think i may die before it happens.

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Oh please let me have faith

Well i had something to happen to my family and feel like its all my failt and i cant handle it just hurts so bad. I have friends and family but how how can i make it.

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Oh the life we live and the world we live in

Well to start My kids are just getting so big.  Logan has finished school. He cried the last day.  It has been 3 days and he wants to go back school.   Kristy is a pain lol. She is in the  I want things now and the screaming if she dont. What a stress it is.   Kiley Is a trouble maker. We can't even blink she will find something she is not to be in.  well Its to bed I go night

what a long month

Ok I am sorry for not posting for so long. well grandma Carlock died but I am happy she is not in pain .  Logan is almost out of school at June 1.  KRisty is stillis , i know everything. Kiley is still getting in to everything!!!! but other than that nothing to new  :)

family can hurt you worst than anyone else

Oh were do I start, well I have two brothers who are married and one who isn't. the two that are married have the most wonderful wife. They are so sweet I know they r someone I go to to cry on. 

Well when I got married I was so happy to get another sister.  Well It comes down to it I wanted her but she didnt want me. I don't what I did or do to make her hate me so.  I wish she would understand I love her with all my heart but I have a feeling It wont happen

well peole life is ok but we are going threw a ruff time my grandma carlock is not doing that well. she is slowly slipping away she is has been sick and is just getting worse.other than that we are doing ok we are still liveing with my mom and dad he has gotten alittle worse with his nerve dessise he has . the kids are growing up quick kiley is still letting her curosity get the best of her. logan is almost done with kindergarden wow it has gone quick kristy is 3 now she is still my little diva she make every thing out to be worse than it is.i have been at C3 for 6 mounths now and have been threw a tone of training the pase 2 mouths i have stuff so much in my head my brain hurts we have been learn for member services that has been a lone thing just got out of a 3 week class for it to get some more parts of it. we go back on the phones tomarow that will be nice. laura is still at home with the kids waiting to find some thing out on her dissablity but still waiting on ssa too set a court day for the hearing with the juge. we hope to hear some thing on that but it could be up to 2 years from the time the lawer got it sent in last may so we just wait. we just pray every day for things to get better and one day beable to get out on our own again we are also like i said dealing with my grandma not doing well and just hoping she dont suffer realy bad but we will is she is in the hospital right now i just realy hope i can be strong for my dad i know it is hard on him and it will be relay hard on him when she passes it is wonderful that by dad and my uncles are getting along great that is important the have been avle to agree on things with grandma and getting things set up for when she passes so thnks for all you prayers they mean alot .

Oh man God be with me

Well things are hard. I try to just be me and problems show up.  I hate people that think that no means yes.  then knock it off means keep going even though it doesn't mean that at all.    i feel this way!!  

I am me, you don't like it thats  your problem not mine!  lol