The Carlock Corner

Life is stress

2011-12-12T07:42:00.001-07:00

Well i have been going nuts. I feel my mom inlaw has to out do me in everything. I wish we can move out but i dont EVER see that! The sress thats in the house is so high and the stress im under is making me sick. I am happy with my kids and hubby but i wont be compltly be happy till i have a home ofy own. Its all dreams far away dreams. I think i may die before it happens.

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Oh please let me have faith

2011-09-15T16:37:00.001-06:00

Well i had something to happen to my family and feel like its all my failt and i cant handle it just hurts so bad. I have friends and family but how how can i make it.

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Oh the life we live and the world we live in

2011-06-04T20:48:00.000-06:00

Well to start My kids are just getting so big. Logan has finished school. He cried the last day. It has been 3 days and he wants to go back school. Kristy is a pain lol. She is in the I want things now and the screaming if she dont. What a stress it is. Kiley Is a trouble maker. We can't even blink she will find something she is not to be in. well Its to bed I go night

what a long month

2011-05-04T20:33:00.000-06:00

Ok I am sorry for not posting for so long. well grandma Carlock died but I am happy she is not in pain . Logan is almost out of school at June 1. KRisty is stillis , i know everything. Kiley is still getting in to everything!!!! but other than that nothing to new :)

family can hurt you worst than anyone else

2011-03-31T16:30:00.000-06:00

Oh were do I start, well I have two brothers who are married and one who isn't. the two that are married have the most wonderful wife. They are so sweet I know they r someone I go to to cry on.

Well when I got married I was so happy to get another sister. Well It comes down to it I wanted her but she didnt want me. I don't what I did or do to make her hate me so. I wish she would understand I love her with all my heart but I have a feeling It wont happen

2011-03-27T20:58:00.002-06:00

well peole life is ok but we are going threw a ruff time my grandma carlock is not doing that well. she is slowly slipping away she is has been sick and is just getting worse.other than that we are doing ok we are still liveing with my mom and dad he has gotten alittle worse with his nerve dessise he has . the kids are growing up quick kiley is still letting her curosity get the best of her. logan is almost done with kindergarden wow it has gone quick kristy is 3 now she is still my little diva she make every thing out to be worse than it is.i have been at C3 for 6 mounths now and have been threw a tone of training the pase 2 mouths i have stuff so much in my head my brain hurts we have been learn for member services that has been a lone thing just got out of a 3 week class for it to get some more parts of it. we go back on the phones tomarow that will be nice. laura is still at home with the kids waiting to find some thing out on her dissablity but still waiting on ssa too set a court day for the hearing with the juge. we hope to hear some thing on that but it could be up to 2 years from the time the lawer got it sent in last may so we just wait. we just pray every day for things to get better and one day beable to get out on our own again we are also like i said dealing with my grandma not doing well and just hoping she dont suffer realy bad but we will is she is in the hospital right now i just realy hope i can be strong for my dad i know it is hard on him and it will be relay hard on him when she passes it is wonderful that by dad and my uncles are getting along great that is important the have been avle to agree on things with grandma and getting things set up for when she passes so thnks for all you prayers they mean alot .

Oh man God be with me

2011-01-04T14:09:00.000-07:00

Well things are hard. I try to just be me and problems show up. I hate people that think that no means yes. then knock it off means keep going even though it doesn't mean that at all. i feel this way!!

I am me, you don't like it thats your problem not mine! lol

Strong heart and mind is it there still?

2010-11-17T11:16:00.000-07:00

Well I thought I always a strong soul. At this time in my life I have tried to keep strong but I am not sure If I can anymore?! I have been living with my in laws. Well that's were it begins, we did move in to help our money thing. Also to help them with my father in law with his heath. They don't let my husband or I do the raising the kids the way we have choosen to raise them to them it is wrong. My father in law is always yelling at them but the kids scream because they are fighting over a toy. He says "Shut the Hell up" The bedroom the kids have is upstairs and the one we got (if you want to call it a bedroom) is downstairs. The kids hate it up there. If they need mommy or daddy Grandpa yells get your ass back to bed. So we thought we could fix that by letting kids sleep downstairs. That's when things got more crazy. We sat everyone down to talk OH that didn't go well at all! my father in law got mad and the rest of the week was bad.
I take the kids downstairs and that makes him mad. but if we are upstairs hes mad. I have been in pray a lot it help but doesn't stop the hurt. This hurt my husband he has tried to talk to him but then he get yelled at by his dad.

So I trying to handle this but I don't know how? HOW, HOW, HOW?????!!!!!

Faith, hope, and prayer

2010-11-08T15:29:00.000-07:00

Why is it that God tests you when you really don't need more stress? Things are going good and you may have problems but your ok. Then problems start to rain down on you and just don't see it stopping. I think writing out what is going on it helps me feel better.
Well we are having problems with finding a place to move to. Then you got money and the pills we all need. We are doing the best we can but at times it isn't enough. I just feel I can't be myself its just so hard. I am grateful I have a great family and friends I can go to when i need them.
The world thinks that money grows on trees. LOL if it does please show where I can get one for me. Since that's not going to work I will trust in the Lord to guide me. Wish us luck!

One day at a time

2010-11-03T22:46:00.000-06:00

Life is slowly improving I have got back in to my Avon. I love selling it. James is working and loving it. Logan loves school he is getting so big. Kristy is getting big too. she still cries when Logan goes school. Oh Kiley is so big we are working on potty training I hope she is a fast learner.

Logan's class has a group and moms come and help. I help on Mondays it helps me feel so much better. I feel like I'm a teacher. I always wanted to be a teacher Heath and school it won't happen now.

The heavens were open and was crying to wecome home a dear friend

2010-10-23T21:43:00.000-06:00

Well We lost a very dear friend. It has really opened our eyes and hearts. We know that we need to forget and forgive people and ourselves. We really in to apology to a person but i am not sure if she would let us in to just talk We hope we can
I have learn to open my heart and mind and things are getting better IF she reads this please lets talk email me I love you I miss your smiling face!

Forgive and forget

2010-10-19T13:34:00.000-06:00

I have learned many things lately, I almost lost my grandma and then I lost my great aunt then to top it off my great friend Lost her father. he was killed in a house firer to safe a grand son . It has made me know that I need to enjoy my life. So I really have forgiven everyone who has hurt me. I hope they understand that things are all good . Even if I see them when i am out and about I still will say hello.

There are heros!

2010-10-11T22:01:00.000-06:00

Well I just got told a best friends father died. He had ran in the burning house to get his grandson out and 3 other people in the home. Well he didnt make it! He gave his life for his family to make sure they got out safe !!! He will be missed

Things are looking up!

2010-09-19T22:26:00.000-06:00

Things have really changes since I have written. Well James got laid off but he was only without a job for 2 weeks. we are very blessed. We are praying to be able to get the money to move to a home of are own again. Thing are very hard to live here i feel i cant do anything of my way. Two ways of life is hard.
Logan is going to school. He loves it very much. Kristy an Kiley are well growing fast i just cant keep up.

Oh boy life

2010-07-12T11:09:00.003-06:00

we have had so much stress Laura had #3 seizures. two at home and one in the ER! it was 90 degrees and she was so cold lol. things are better now .

Oh wow what a Month!

2010-06-29T00:42:00.000-06:00

Well life has come to stressful time for my family. We moved in with James parents home. Its been hard but its ok! James's father is sick and disabled so we moving in has helped him and taken some stress off his mother. We also got in to money problems so this has helped us.

Logan my son, is still asking when do I go to big school. Kristy is realy doing well with potty training! Kiley is doing good she is having a hard time with no bottles.

James and I are well just taking a day at a time

stress

2010-04-20T20:21:00.000-06:00

why is that people you love get hurt I had a best friend get back stabed again. It brakes my heart!! I cant fix it what can i do?

Why OH Why!!!

2010-03-20T19:11:00.000-06:00

Where do I start..... Well, Life has been just so hard I just over I get sick. I have 3 very active kids so I am running everywhere. I love my family. Its just so stressed full, I have a sister-in-law I love her but I know She hates me. I have something That I hope she can receve one day. It hurts so much to know I mean KNOW she hates me. I have always thought of myself as a likeable person. I really dont know how to handle this.

To top it all off I feel like I have let everyone down I just cant do anything right.

Now I am just wishing, wishing on a star PLEASE help me to work things out!

OH Life!

2010-03-14T20:37:00.000-06:00

Oh well, Life is so stress full! I have had to deel with so much stuff this year. I am so shocked I haven't been put in the hospital! Things are so hard and i just do not know if I can handle my life!!!!

This month Sucks!

2010-02-18T16:51:00.000-07:00

February Is suposte to be the month of love not for my family. A friend now ex friend hurt my family. How do you feel and think when someone hurts you ? HOW?

Me

2010-01-26T22:33:00.000-07:00

I am doing ok. But I have had a headack all day today. I talked to my mother and come to find out I have been having mini sezures today. I hate having this . i feel like i am more of a problem than anthing. I hate it!!

Life!

2010-01-19T16:30:00.000-07:00

Well we are doing good. James is so glad to be back to work. The shut downs are nice ,but are so hard the money. I'm doing ok for now. I have had so much heath problems. I think that my heath problems will never leave so I'm ok with that.
Logan is doing so great at school. It started tough, but its doing much better. He is such a big helper. Logan love to help with the dishes. I wish i did. LOL!!!!
Kristy is potty training. OH boy it has been tough and funny. She love to have pantys on. I hope she will be in them all the time ASAP!
Kiley is walking everywhere. Oh top of that she is climbing on eveything too!

To up date

2009-12-14T21:39:00.002-07:00

Well we have had hard time but thanks to family and friends we r doing fine. This world is just so hard to live in at this time and age. I really enjoyed this holiday. Christmas is my favorite time but not for lights and presents and things. Its the time I spend with my family and friends. I can't believe the time the kids and I have spent in the kitchen. Oh the baking and the candy we have made. ( and i was trying to lose weight) , LOL!!! James and I made zucchini relish 17 quarts! Oh that was a long day.
Well Kiley is now one. My little baby is growing up to fast but so are the other kids. Logan is doing great in school and Kristy is sweet but just know how to push my buttons. I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Friday the 13

2009-11-13T19:08:00.002-07:00

Have you ever felt like you just wanted to sell you kids to the zoo? That is how felt today. It was pay day so i had paces to go people to see and things to do. Well my kids just screamed to no end and then a friend stoped by and our front door was open. Thank heaven nothing was gone!!! I am at my wits end! Well things are doing better now kids are in bed!!! YEAH!

Thats life!

2009-10-18T20:00:00.002-06:00

Well to start, We all got the FLU! OH so YUCK! We are doing so much better now. We have been letting a friend stay with us. She got in a car wreck. I am so glad we can be a help to her.

Logan has been going to head start and just loving it when he go sick and I had to tell him he couldn't go poor Logan just cried. It broke his heart!

Kristy is is now two. That little girl got sick on her birthday. To make it all better our friend (Uncle Bryan) make her teddy bear cake he made the cake to look like a care bear. OH and man did she love it!!

Kiley wow is gowing up so fast. She is trying to walk now. We are just having so much fun with all the kids!

She is here

2009-08-16T10:55:00.002-06:00

I am an aunt again! My brother and his wife just had there first baby. I am so happy for them!!!

A new baby in the family is soon to be here!

2009-07-25T15:26:00.002-06:00

I just can't wait my Sister Kris is going to have her little girl next month or sooner. I just can't wait i don't to see them much they live back east so it is hard to to see them as much. I hope every thing goes well this is her first! I wish i could be there to help!

new baby in the famliy to be

2009-07-02T16:36:00.002-06:00

I am so happy my brother Tony and his wife Kris are expecting there first baby! The baby is due Aug 6. I can't wait it is a baby girl they have named her Lexi. I love it!!!

My birthday

2009-06-30T12:14:00.002-06:00

Today is my birthday. It is just a day to me but I want to thank everyone who remembered it. So thank you!

Brothers hair cut!!!!!

2009-06-25T08:33:00.003-06:00

Well to start it all off We had bank problems. Then to top it all off Logan thought it would be funny to cut his sister Kristy hair as well as some of the my little pony's. We had to cut off all her beautiful hair. I just cried!!!!

moving

2009-06-18T21:37:00.002-06:00

My family is growing so big. Oh and my stuff is growing too lol! Well I have been looking for a home for a while and I found one that work very well for us. I just have to decide if moving is the right move.

How things are!

2009-06-10T13:51:00.003-06:00

WELL where do I start. LOL! James and his job is going well. He soon will be getting that yearly raise. Logan is growing so much still my Blondie and blue eyes. Kristy is growing as well. Well she was play with Logan and feel hit her eye on the toy box corner. my Kristy has black eye. She needs to stop those bar fights LOL!! Kiley is changing so much. She is 6 months old now. All 3 give me a run for my money. As for me I am doing well I am just trying to do the housework and play with kids and everything. I get ran down but other that I am just fine.

Life is great with friends

2009-06-02T20:51:00.002-06:00

My life is so fun. I have some great friends. My best friend Bryan helped my in laws out with some money. My in laws are having a hard time both of them cant work and my father in law has cancer. Bryan just gave them some money to get by for a bet. I am so glad that there are people that still care.

picture

2009-03-16T22:36:00.004-06:00

Pictures

2009-03-14T22:10:00.001-06:00

A new game

2009-03-07T21:12:00.003-07:00

My family just bought the new game the Wii. We love it we also bought the Wii Fit. When we bought the Wii we got such a deal. I received with the starts of the Wii it came with Rock band 2 which came with the guitar and drum set. Then it came with the Wii Play and other romote.

Kileys blessing

2009-03-03T22:44:00.004-07:00

Kiley the day of her blessing.

Look at that frown.

She has mommys big eyes.

I hate when the kids are sick!

2009-03-03T20:10:00.007-07:00

My kids are sick again. My kids just keep getting sick. They all have colds, and my son has ear problems, my daughters both have to have breathing treatments. My two oldest have had to have breathing treatments before but my baby she is only 2 months old. I am so tired but as everyone knows Mommy's just can't have a sick day because I am sick too and so is my husband fun right!!

I am so blessed to have such great friends that take care of us. It is so hard on everyone while my hubby works graveyard. Many times I have had to have someone stay with me. when I have had a a episode or I had to go to the ER. I just can't thank them enough!

One neat picture!

2009-02-25T21:45:00.003-07:00

I thought this was a really neat. I love pictures of fairys and mermaids. I seen this and made me think of I want this in me home!

An update

2009-02-25T21:17:00.003-07:00

Well I felt that I should add more to the blog. My family is doing just fine. My little boy is growing up so fast and is going going gone. Then we have are 2 little girls they just going and so cute. The baby she is just gowing she looks like her big sister.

my life is good. we are just working on getting a house. It so hard but I know if we work hard we will be fine. I know it takes money but in this world what dosn't take money. I am just glad we have a good job that work greats for us.

I could just scream!!!!

2009-02-19T09:19:00.003-07:00

Will I have one bad night. My friend called me crying she got hit by her husband! I just about died. I was so mad i didn't get to sleep till 2. I love my friends. So what can I do?

2009-02-16T12:40:00.001-07:00

2009-02-16T11:01:00.002-07:00

Mom and all kids right after the birth of our youngest(Kiley). Don't I have the most beautiful kids alive. But then again who is their mother. I am going to be a little oneside.

Money/work

2009-02-15T15:45:00.002-07:00

Things are going fine. I just don't care for the shut downs at work. We have one week down again. It is nice for me to have James home to help me. I just could use the money but who couldn't use the money.

Life

2009-02-14T15:52:00.003-07:00

Well Life is so busy I am going nuts. I love my kids but I so need a brake.

Things are nuts

2009-01-08T19:36:00.002-07:00

my life is nuts. I hope I can handle my kids. 3 kids are nut to handle. oh well