Strong heart and mind is it there still?

Well I thought I always a strong soul. At this time in my life I have tried to keep strong but I am not sure If I can anymore?! I have been living with my in laws.  Well that's were it begins, we did move in to help our money thing. Also to help them with my father in law with his heath.  They don't let my husband or I do the raising the kids the way we have choosen to raise them to them it is wrong. My father in law is always yelling at them  but the kids scream because they are fighting over a toy. He says "Shut the Hell up"  The bedroom the kids have is upstairs and the one we got (if you want to call it a bedroom) is downstairs.  The kids hate it up there. If they need mommy or daddy Grandpa yells get your ass back to bed.  So we thought we could fix that by letting kids sleep downstairs.  That's when things got more crazy.  We sat everyone down to talk  OH that didn't go well at all!  my father in law got mad and the rest of the week was bad. 
I take the kids downstairs and that makes him mad. but if we are upstairs hes mad.  I have been in pray a lot it help but doesn't stop the hurt. This hurt my husband he has tried to talk to him but then he get yelled at by his dad.

So I trying to handle this but I don't know how?  HOW, HOW, HOW?????!!!!!

Faith, hope, and prayer

Why is it that God tests you when you really don't need more stress? Things are going good and you may have problems but your ok.  Then problems start to rain down on you and just don't see it stopping.  I think writing out what is going on it helps me feel better. 
Well we are having problems with finding a place to move to. Then you got money  and the pills we all need. We are doing the best we can but at times it isn't enough. I just feel I can't be myself  its just so hard. I am grateful I have a great family and friends I can go to when i need them.
  The world thinks that money grows on trees. LOL if it does please show where I can get one for me. Since that's not going to work I will trust in the Lord to guide me. Wish us luck!

One day at a time

Life is slowly  improving I have got back in to my  Avon. I love selling it.  James is working and loving it. Logan loves school he is getting so big.  Kristy is getting big too.  she still cries when Logan goes school.  Oh Kiley is so big we are working on potty training  I hope she is a fast learner.  

Logan's class has a group  and  moms come and help. I help on Mondays it helps me feel so much better.  I feel like I'm a teacher. I always wanted to be a teacher  Heath and school it won't happen now.